Roller Coaster

With the stress that we had yesterday before we came back to the hospital early this morning we decided we were going to come in with a positive outlook for today and know that Mallory would make great strides today. But she had a different plan, the whole day we have been fighting each of the lungs failing. The nurses today fought all day to get the left lung opened after it collapsed this morning and then as soon as it was cleared out and 5 minutes into the shift change, her right one failed and all of her sats dropped. There is no worst feeling you can have then a bunch of different people coming into the room all looking at different things, X-rays happening and not being able to do a single thing for your child but watch and pray!!! The one good thing from all of them being here is knowing they will do everything they can to make it better and get her back on the right track, which is what they did. In the process they were able to get a lot of secretions out of her chest, which actually put her further ahead then where she was before the collapsing!! This roller coaster of emotions and feelings is something that we wish no one ever has to go through, but we can also say that we would not want to be anywhere else then right here with our little girl!!! Which from the picture below you can see she is just hanging out now.